Reflections and more

Reflections

When despair grows in me
I cry at the simplest things

I awake in the night
to the sounds of crying..
reaching to hold my head
in the palms of my hands,
I realize it is my tears… and my voice I heard

I fear what has become of me
that old woman I see in the mirror
I feel the emptiness consume me

In my dreams

I lay down
in natures bed of grass
beneath the willow tree

where the white swans rest
in the calm cool waters
where the birds come to sing

I come into peace with these animals
they do not fixate their lives
with aforethought of grief.

Nor of things past, of what grief may lay ahead…
I come into the presence of love and warmth
from the sun whose rays illuminate
the dew drops that surround me..

Just for this moment,
I rest in the grace of the world
the beauty I have seen
the love I have
the ones who’ve
touched my life for always

I am thankful

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A rainy night

Raindrops dancing upon my pale skin
in the light of the moon
tickling as it glides

I feel so lonely, so lost
Let the rain pour down upon me
I wish to feel something – anything
sweet rain, awaken me

Are you out there love?
Do you hear me, feel me
search for me, I’m here

Eyes closed to the world
I do not wish to feel empty anymore
loneliness, desire, they swallow me whole

My hair flowing like a horses main
wild in the winds of fall
as it spills down my back

Find me my love, come to me
make love to me
here in the wind, in the rain
taste the sweet rain off my skin

Kiss my lips and hold me tight
let me in, let me in
my salty tears linger on your tongue

Glide your hands softly
across my warm wet skin
taste, feel my desire

I want feel alive again
to feel that magic once again
to taste passion, feel love

I want embrace the thunder of your love
ride the waves of the wind
feel the pleasure of you inside of me…

Like a princess..

 Thinking of that little girl fairy tale, that never seems to fade away. My Knight in shining armor, his white horse, me all dressed up like a Princess..

 Swoops me up and takes me away to a castle.

He makes me his. I surrender to him fully in love and in day-to-day life. I am comforted, treated well and supported in anything I take on, and most of all, protected and safe 🙂 Happily Ever After.

 

So, does it really exist? Do you women still think about that fairy tale?

And for you men ~ what is the dream for you? A woman that’s in need of rescue such as the fairy tales go, one who is delicate as a rose ~ or ~ one who is strong willed, independant, and in no need of support? What is the “standard” day dream for men? Its funny (not literally) how everyone knows the little girls fairytale of the Prince Charming, or the Knight in Shining Armor, however, hardly any know of the standard fairytale romance for a man.. So, enlighten me! What is it?

Hush my wandering thoughts

Today I share with you a little something I wrote this morning.. not sure I’m happy with it. I hope you enjoy the reflection of ‘me’ within it..

Hush my wandering thoughts and images that appear

love where are you now
have you abandoned me
love, come to me, be with me here, now
I ache for your sweet embrace, your touch, your love

so long have I wandered, alone
daydreamed, slept alone, loved alone
oh to feel love’s touch, love’s embrace
soothing, healing, mending release
do tell me, whence comes my peace

eyes wide open gazing into yours
love touch me how only you can
softly tenderly…caress my wounded soul
soft as petals of a rose my skin beneath your fingertips
will you respect me, will you quench my burning desire

I have yet to experience loves true form, the beauty, the rhythm
slight of hand you touch my cheek
fingertips outline the curves of my lips
with ice you soothe my heated flame
goose bumps give way to passion rising
as you slide the ice cube so delicately
down my neck to the curves of my breasts
mouth open, gasping in cooling bliss
shy and nervous, curious and yearning
lips meeting, pressing open mouths and twirling tongues
you calm my nervous beating heart
brushing the hair back to meet my gaze
delicate and innocent I watch you intensely
as you slide the ice over my breasts
watching as waves of cool water gently drip from
my hardened nipples
sliding over my belly the essence of life
my stomach pulls in with a deep breath of both pleasure and cooling pain 
you stop just shy of the skirt that so gently rests on my hips
looking eye to eye again
searching to know, to be approved
as if begging for sweet release my eyes relax
my head leans back a bit .. pleassee..
in a gentle cooing sound, you lull me with
gentle placed kisses across my skin
so gentle and tenderly you glide your hands
along my waist, then behind, firmly pressing
your palms against my exposed lower back
pulling me closer to you I can feel your grown excitement
so divine so erect in anticipation
I crave to feel our mutual passion combine
sweet ecstasy, oh blessed release
kiss me love, with heated desire

sliding my skirt of my hips
letting it fall to the floor
taking the small bit of ice and gliding it
along my neck again.. the pulse of my heart racing
as you follow the flow of cool melted cube
downward over my cheek, my lips, my chin
over my breasts, my stomach to
the very essence of my sexuality
come to me love – be with me,  here with me now
so we may ride the waves of orgasmic bliss
exploring, pushing limits, peaking climax
to the height of ecstasy .. I beg of thee
come to me
 
07082010

The Lovers Dance (new)

As the sun begins to fade the bonfire lit, the drinks chilled ‘tis been my dream, my wish beneath the shining stars to dance indeed I have been lulled by your sweet advance softly, my heart pounding fast trembling a bit, ‘tis my first dance when my eyes met yours I felt like a goddess, a beauty queen my hips begin to gently sway like autumn leaves upon the wind you see the sweat upon my skin shimmering like diamonds in the fires glow enkindled desire I express in dance your eyes move to my soft round breasts your glance wanders down watching my hips as they circle in slow rhythmic spirals as if lulled into a trance my tongue meets softly between my painted red lips I close my eyes while I dance thinking of loves gentle penetration of you beneath me under the moons soft glow lulled by my beauty dance mesmerizing are your eyes as they watch me loving the hunger seen in your face as I turn you see my hair spilled down like a horses main it gently flows in the gentle wind my curves so vibrant and alive you wish to caress them like a flowers petals soft and delicate you wish to taste my sweet nectar caught in a lovers trance you look divine as you advance near our eyes meet our desires transcend all time and all languages gently you reach for my soft porcelain white hand leaning forward to place a gentle but full loving kiss you watch my lips as I softly whisper oh sweet love, I await the chance to climb upon you and do the lovers dance.. written by me! ~07042010

I hope you enjoyed!

Blessings & Hugs, ~Rhonda

Let’s make love… a writing

Raindrops dancing upon my pale skin
in the light of the moon
tickling as it glides

I feel so lonely, so lost
Let the rain pour down upon me
I wish to feel something – anything
sweet rain, awaken me

Are you out there my love?
Do you hear me, feel me?
search for me, I’m here

Eyes closed to the world
I do not wish to feel empty anymore
loneliness, desire, they swallow me whole

My hair flowing like a horses main
wild in the winds of fall
as it spills down my back

Find me my love, come to me
make love to me
here in the wind, in the rain
taste the sweet rain off my skin

Kiss my lips and hold me tight
let me in, let me in
my salty tears linger on your tongue

Glide your hands softly
across my warm wet skin
taste, feel my desire

I want feel alive again
to feel that magic once again
to taste passion, feel love

I want embrace the thunder of your love
ride the waves of passion and
feel the pleasure of you inside of me…

~Helena 04182010